Monday, December 21, 2009
it's been a while
I've been hibernating lately. I pretty much hate this time of year. I loathe the cold and driving in the snow and the stress of the Holidays. Even though these past couple of years since I met my husband it's been easier, I still don't want to leave the house. This year I have the added bonus of breaking my wrist and having to be in a cast until Feb. as well as pain that pain killers don't touch. I had a tantrum/breakdown yesterday. It was my day off after working a very long week and normally I would be very happy and content because I get to spend the day with my hubby. Unfortunately, even though he was sweet as pie and helped me out a great deal, I just couldn't shake the grumpiness. All I want to do is to be able to do normal things for myself and I can't with one hand a lot of the times. So I yelled and threw something and then was embarrassed that I broke down like that all because I couldn't get a piece of plastic wrap out so I could cover a bowl. Even typing right now is pissing me off. If I try to do anything with my left fingers that are still available to me, I end up in pain. Pain that won't go away except with alcohol. I can't exactly drink all the time, so I just have to deal with it. I really should just stop whining though. It seems everyone around me has similar or worse problems to deal with. I usually try to look on the bright side, but for now, Ba Humbug!